you're the one that matters to me most, <3you.

date: Tuesday, April 29, 2008

So much for being apologetic,
So much for trying to be understanding under circumstances,
And all i got was machine gun of scolding and nonsensical comments.
Kept saying if i ever put myself in your shoes,
I DID.
Just how do you want me to spell it all out ?
You didnt give me a chance to explain myself,
I know you're angry for real now,
But i still hope you understand, non of these are intentional.
I just hope all these will die down soon,
Cause i really hate what it is now,
seriously.

I really dont feel like holding back when you said those things,
It hurts me deeply,
For someone whom i thought knew me the best,
I really feel like crying.

iLOVEyou!
8:43 AM <3

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date: Saturday, April 26, 2008

boooooooo!
hangover really sucked, BIG TIME!
im feeling nauseous and tired now,
gonna turn in soon,
nights. =)

iLOVEyou!
8:40 PM <3

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date: Wednesday, April 23, 2008

UPDATE UPDATE! =D

First day of school, 21/04/08.
Was in school pretty early, so decided to go and set up my wireless connection ! =D
slacked with my lappie after that till....
my first lecture of poly at 11am!
something really makes me wonder when im in the lecture,
"why is everyone looking at me with grins on their faces?'
what followed up was a number of unknowns coming forward and greeted me,
"HELLO AH BOON!".
>><So that was why eveyone's looking at me with those 'LOL' faces; some 'very happening' classmates of mine stick a yellow paper on my back stating, 'HI AH BOON! :) '
very funny, verrryy funnyyyyy~! -.-'
Oh well, at least its a sign to show that my class is finally opening up, guess this little prank isnt that bad afterall. =) They went for class movie outing, didnt join them though ( had some more important to attend to ^^ )
Net surfing all the way till 4pm,
had my second lecture from then till 6, ECONOMICS!
its soo much more interesting then the first lecture ( oh i didnt mention whats the first lecture about, its computer system and applications )
though i do admit i almost fell asleep at times, at least the times is much lesser the the times i had during my first lecture! =x.
Had dinner with Pearl and her classmates after school and headed home after that.

Second day of school, 22/4/08.
WENT BACK TO MONTFORT WITH MR DAMIEN FOOOOOOOO! =)
went there to collect our 'O's cert.
Met Mr Lee along the way, getting busier now eh ! ^^
had our lunch at the school canteen, soo miss the food there can?
Accompanied Damien down to SIM to submit his 'O's certificate.
In return, he accompanied me down to TP! wahahaha ^^
The cab far was chorrrr ahhh! $15.20, ouch~!
Anw, Met up with Amy the lame in TP and chatted for awhile.
Gotta attend a class at 4, so Amy accompanied Damien during that time, idk what happen during then though, who knows? x)
APEL CLASS WAS PURE BOREDOM!
i dont even noe why im attend that class, they're just talking about wad they told us during the orientation; punctuality, attendence, consequences etc.
AND THATS WHAT WE ARE IN SCHOOL FOR YTD! RAHH!
whatever.
My that lesson, went to meet up with Damien and Amy again.
Went to find Pearl with them then left for Bishan.
Damien was damn funny, he got lost after =x.
spent sometime at J8 then headed home after that.
ohmy, im running late alr, ciaos!
and you!
dont be silly! =)

iLOVEyou!
10:06 AM <3

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date: Saturday, April 19, 2008

IM BACK FROM ORIENTATION! =))
The 2 days were fun ( though my class itself wasnt that happening )
still,
i thought the programmes were pretty interesting yah?
agree agree?! =D
First day of orientation
Supposed to report by 830, but reached at about 1030 instead, haha =x.
at first, i was lost.
Then i called Wenhao,
" Eh where are you?"
his reply "Idk, one of the LT rooms."
But still met him outside though =D.
Went to one of the LT theatre to wait ( this part was really boring fyi ) .
Finally, after those introductions ( which i dun really care )
went for icebreaking with my gonnabe classmates.
i can only say, its v.peaceful, if u get wad i mean. -.-'
Had this little dance competition among RTM students,
and wow, detected some clubbers 0.O.
Mass Dance was up next ( and that was really, really fun! )
except for the fact that i had to hold girl's hand >><<.
and wahahha, chicky dance was imba funny i tell you! =D
The grand finale for the this day was the Tug'O'War between the freshmen and the directors of Business school; and we got pwned by the old.
Everything ended at about 630 on the first day.
Saw Annabel after that, so brought her to meet Ada ( my another primary school friend which so happen to be the same class as pearl )
The reception i received from her class at first was pretty scary ( i had to admit, i was being scared away )
but realised later that they aint that scary afterall, in fact, they are a nice group of dudes.
( how i wish i had a class like hers =(( )
went dinner with them, played concentration and chunky chunky with forfeits.
and LOL, so forfeits were really funny, whahahaha.
headed home after that with pearl, took bus 81.
Second day of orientation
Since i gotta reach school by 8 ( though i dun see why so, since the thing acctually starts almost at 9 -.- )
my parents fretched me down to TP, THANKYOU! =D
Received the business school shirt ( yellow in colour )
changed into it, compulsory i guess.
then came our course manager, Mr something Da sliva ( im sorry, dont know his first name =x)
and wow, 15mins grace time after the actually classtime, considered late.
after the 15mins grace, considered absent 0.O.
GPA 3.5, wow! ^^
had some light refreshments after the briefing.
went to meet our CP ( careperson ) which also means Form teacher in secondary school wise.
LOL, he got serious pronunciation problem, especially when it comes to pronouncing people's names, omgosh please! ><
he got this angmoh slang that is soo fake and unnatural, really v.weird and hard to understand at times.
So, went for the olumpium after that, and business school won, WHOOPS! x))
unique games there have got there btw =D.
not those usual 4x100, 100metre etc, which are so boring.
Regetta was up next ( Regetta is the interschool dragon boat race for freshmens as well as lecturers, cool huh? )
if im not wrong, business got second, Applied science won.
idk what happen after next though ( went slacking with Wenhao back in school =x )
heard there was cheer leading competition after that.
Everything ended at about the same time as the first day.
Slacked around in the campus with Wenhao and Annabel ( she came to join us later )
wanted to go out for dinner, but ended up eating koka cup noodles thanks to nicholas ( he-noe-why-la-hor )
went for the Jam and hop after that, and wow!
clubbing without aircon in the sports complex, how cool luh! =D
saw many good breakers, enjoyed the whole thing!
Went for a drink with Wenhao, Pearl and her classmates at a coffeeshop nearby before sharing a cab back with the two of them and one of Pearl's classmate.
First day of school, 11am ! whahahaa! =))
I CANT WAIT TO JOIN DRAGON BOAT!
RAHHHH!
till then, ^^
bye!
I hope this is helping you. =)

iLOVEyou!
11:47 AM <3

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date: Wednesday, April 16, 2008

sorry is not what i want to hear,
i did everything willingly; and will still do so.
you dont have to think of how to make me stop doing these,
rather,
focus on how you can solve that* problem of yours.
letting go is something i will leave it to time, till then,
dont try and make me do so, please.
im glad you told me the truths ( though it hurts alot >< )
but is sure does erase most of my question marks.
anyhow,
my thoughts are there to stay; and will always be.

iLOVEyou!
8:11 AM <3

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date: Sunday, April 13, 2008

12/04/08

Met up with Pearl at PS to catch
Definitely, Maybe.

A long show if u follow the time ( 112mins ), but i thought it can end like 15mins eariler or so if not for the draggy-ness =/.
However,
some parts are worth reflecting on.
After the show, went around to kill time.
We wanted to take NR6 back to serangoon, but ended up boarding the wrong bus ( we got onto 6N)
Out of curiosity, took all the way, despite the fact that we dont know whr it will bring us to.
and wahaha, we ended up somewhere in punggol, so freaking wulu -.-'.
Loitered around some flats in punggol; before taking a cab back to Hougang mall.
Slept there till 6, and took the first bus back.
Got home, washed up and was about to sleep.
BUT!
so happen my dad woke up, i so i thought, might as well join dem for breakfast first?
and yah, slept after breakfast till like 130 i tink.
zzz, idk whats wif my phone, all the msg time are screwed up, Rahhhhh!
bye.

i thought everything is gonna be alright,
but it seems like im just not that influential to acctually do so..
sigh, i alr went to the extreme, idk wad to do alr.
im tired, let time handle the rest.
=((

iLOVEyou!
4:17 PM <3

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date: Wednesday, April 09, 2008

I tried everything that i could think of,
but nothing seems to be helping, nor working.
Im really running out of ideas and ways of how i can acctually help u out of this.
Anyhow, i will not give up, and i hope u dont too.
sigh...

iLOVEyou!
8:11 AM <3

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date: Thursday, April 03, 2008

Time to update! =D

1/4/08
Officially the first day after quitting my job at NTUC ! =D
Went for a haircut at Serangoon Central,
( its v.short now, im ready for school! =x )
and since im there, decided to buy Popiah for my Auntie at Ntuc ( she missed out the treat i gave to the rest of the aunties because that day happens to be her off-day )
and yup, went to help to move some goods ard too.
After that, went to pay Pearl a visit, for a reason =x.
stay-ed there till like, 8pm if i remembered correctly.
Rushed home, thanks to my mum extreme paranoia -.- ( make me paranoid also )
It turn out to be a false alarm, aiyo.
Camped myself infront of my computer after that.
2/4/08
Yesterday,
Accompanied Pearl down to collect something at Boat Quay.
The whole thing took just 15mins, and we were thinking of wad we should do after that.
Finally, realising that my Mum's bdae is round the corner, went to hunt for a suitable yet presentable prezzie for her =).
Went to Bugis for that purpose.
Tho we went into lots of shops, just couldnt find something really to my liking.
headed for bugis street after that, well, same outcome =/.
Camped at Mos Burger after that to kill some time; of cause, to grab something as well la.
Took bus 145 to Vivocity after that, we went to take cablecar!! =D
its been quite sometime since i last took a cablecar, was pretty excited over it.
Bought the 2 way tickets and off we go! =DD
and ahahaaha, someone is afraid that the cable wont balance, and chose to sit the middle instead, OOPS ! =x
too bad its kinda dark alr, cant really get to see the surroundings, but still, the peace up there was really special and comfortable.
We alighted at Sentosa ( since we are there, might as well! )
Walked to Palawan beach and camped there, such tranquility, something that cant be found at home, nor town areas.
Chatted, den walked back to the cable station around 10.15 ( last car will go off at 11 )
Talked about smth during the ride back, shhhh.
took the last train back i guess? cant really remember.
walked her home den headed home ( by cab )
damn 147, i didnt miss the last bus, but the bus captain jus wave me off and drove away, asshole. =/
Once again, i met another Mr nice taxi uncle! =D
he charged me $5 instead of 5.40, how nice! thankyou!
Washed up and went to bed.
3/4/08
TODAY!
went to parklane for some Lanning.
Met Damien and Zenith at kovan, den headed down to parklane to meet up wif Sy.
Brendon came later on.
Played 2 games, and lost both, bwg.
wanted to leave for home, but got caught in the rain instead. -.-
To kill some time, they went to play a few rounds of pool.
Finally, decided to just run in the rain towards the mrt station.
Went to my grandma house for dinner, den took my mum's car home =).
Rotted infront of the computer since den,
IM DONE! bye! =D

i feel so much lighter now.

iLOVEyou!
9:19 PM <3

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